If, the girl whispers, I do not go into the fire I will not be able to live with my soul. -Adrienne Rich, "Leaflets"
Friday, July 01, 2005
that sinking feeling in the pit of the stomach when you just know something is wrong
Probably, it's nothing. Abnormal test results. Follow up in three months. Please don't ask questions now, I'm not prepared to answer them. R. says not to freak out, but I'm nervous. Scared.
Everything will be fine. Nervous is natural, but a fear that overtakes your life won't help anything. Just control the degree of fear, and don't let it control you.
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Everything will be fine. Nervous is natural, but a fear that overtakes your life won't help anything. Just control the degree of fear, and don't let it control you.
I'll always be here for you, no matter what.
*hugs*
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