Monday, December 20, 2004


The high today? 10.

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

32 hours of sleep and still suffering from fatigue. Is it over yet?

Thursday, December 09, 2004

The back of my neck has been sore for three whole days.

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

my personal timeline

inspiration came right out and smacked me across the face the other day. (as if i don't have enough already to handle this month, i had to go and get ambitious.) but music waits for no one, especially me, and the sounds in my head won't go away until i've written them down.

they are screaming to be heard.

there are plenty other other more importantly crucial things i know i should be doing.

i this how it all is born? with ideas that just won't leave you alone?

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Thursday, December 02, 2004


my stomach's in knots.

caffeine or nerves? true despair or just another girly mood that will pass in a few more days with the onset of blood? it's hard to tell with uneasiness and dissatisfaction all around.

denial? yes.
malaise? i think so.
avoidance? most definitely.

perhaps the only cure is absence.