Tuesday, January 18, 2005


there is something i didn't tell you today.

we were so caught up in the busy but mundane, that it slipped from my memory and froze somewhere on the outside of my brain. now i remember.

last night i had a dream i loved two men; one from the past, one from the present. i hated every second of it but i couldn't fight it - i knew i was drenched in sub-conscious. i woke up terrified that it all might go away at once and i wouldn't be able to hold on. i felt absence and sadness again...i felt it coming.

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