Brrrrrr!

*shivers*
The high today? 10.

32 hours of sleep and still suffering from fatigue. Is it over yet?

The back of my neck has been sore for three whole days.

my personal timeline

inspiration came right out and smacked me across the face the other day. (as if i don't have enough already to handle this month, i had to go and get ambitious.) but music waits for no one, especially me, and the sounds in my head won't go away until i've written them down.

they are screaming to be heard.

there are plenty other other more importantly crucial things i know i should be doing.

i wonder...is this how it all is born? with ideas that just won't leave you alone?

Relax....

Go check out our pics of homebrewing: day one.

questions

my stomach's in knots.

caffeine or nerves? true despair or just another girly mood that will pass in a few more days with the onset of blood? it's hard to tell with uneasiness and dissatisfaction all around.

denial? yes.
malaise? i think so.
avoidance? most definitely.

perhaps the only cure is absence.

a turn for the crazy

an update:
Thanksgiving - different, relaxing, quiet, yummy...in so many ways.

Black Friday - wouldn't touch it with a 10 foot pole...you couldn't pay me enough to shop that day.

Now - it begins - the next 3 weeks will be filled with rehearsal after rehearsal after rehearsal. Rehearsals at least 3 times a week, probably more. My life will not belong to me until December 27th.

See you in a few weeks.